Ineffable: adj: Incapable of being expressed; indescribable or unutterable.
Thursday was one of the most awesome days of my life. I came to a place of unbelievable clarity about something, which led to clarity about a number of other things. These are things that have been there for a while now, but I have not been able to really grasp.
On this blog I try to be transparent. I try to open up and say what is really going on. In this case, I can not. For one, my experience was ineffable. For another, if I tried to express it, it would lose its true impact. And, finally, this deals with root-of-my-soul stuff. For obvious reasons, I avoid THAT level of nakedness before the entire world.
I will say this. I believe my prayers are being answered. I pray every day that I might a) know God as he is and not as I wish him to be and b) be the same person on the outside that I am on the inside. Those prayers have led me to discover a deep truth about myself. I believe God himself is at work in my life even now. And I must believe that he will work in any person's life who seeks him.
I have had a moment of clarity, and I wouldn't trade it for anything. Now I have to live in the clear light which I have been given. Pray for me in that.